Well it was my birthday yesterday (technically as it is now 12.16am), and I planning on travelling to perth this morning to spend the weekend with my friends. I have had these bad feelings all week which has kind of ruined anything fun i've been doing and made me worry alot. The feelings seem to be a mix of guilt and feeling that something bad will happen when/if i go away. I was so excited about my trip, but now I almost feel like cancelling it if it didnt mean losing $300 from my prepaid hotel. I was just now thinking of making my trip a day shorter which would mean it would cost me 100 less, plus a day of spending money on activities but my friend Nikki has already prepaid for some gold class movie tickets. Though i could just give the $20.
These feelings have been really bad, almost bringing me to tears on some occasions and I still don't know why. I was looking so forward to my trip and seeing my friends, but not all excitement and passion for the trip has gone, and its such a shame.
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