I want a new blog DAMN IT!

Well I have tried so many times to find a new template for my blog, I've tried to come up with a new online identity that I like, and I've tried to find another blogging site that I'm happy with. AND I CANT! I think the only way I would be happy is if I bought a domain and paid someone to come up with my perfect site. But for the meanwhile I guess I'll stick with this site, though I would very much like a new layout/template, as I dont like this one as much as I used to.